Today I'd like to talk about happiness, a topic in the oral English exam last week.

And I'd like to talk about suffering at first, for if you don't know what is suffering, you will never get the point of happiness.

I have ever heard a saying, probably from Tibetan, " Happiness is tasting the honey on blade", which means you can only get real happiness when risking something, or suffering something.

Maybe it is true.

Life is a perpetual struggle in my opinion, without anyways to escape from. We are thought to be a "happy" generation in China, avoiding wars and stupid things just like the "Da Yue Jin" and Cultral Revolution, benifiting from the improvement of economy, having forgotten, or never tasting even, the sense of starving and poverty. But we are still gloomy, and confused.

Most of us, have lost a chance to have a brother or sister, only can get the understanding from friends and collegues of our same generation. We are prisoned in schools to prepare countless exams for our future, far away from the reality, and still need to harvesting  fierce compititions when we graduate, for no enough resource for us to survive. And we go far away from the nature, which is spoiled by industrial invation, pollution & urbanizition. And a feeling of poverty, another kind of poverty have come into my mind, the poverty of spirit, which reflects my pale and poor soul. We are chasing for the material enjoyment, forgetting to stop our fast pace, hold up our head and watch the stars in the space.

Every era has its own unhappiness. And we have to confront our own one. What's more, we need to looking for fun in it.

 

 

Today, a new crowd of students are sent to the battlefield of their life! Another National College Entrance Examination begins, which is the first time I observe it above.  I am not sure it is a turning point of my life. But the exam really threw me 2000 kms away to Beijing. Well, for it loaded my dream and my future, this day is memorable.

And I do thanks the ones who are sticking with me when I fought at that dark period. My parents, family, and friends...Mood mushroom, who likes to flirt with me and touch my neck and head, pig head Xixi, who is always dreaming to marry as soon as possible, Xiao Ma, who always needed me to play mp3 songs to release his gloomy emotion, and Da Lao & Jingpei, keeping fighting to give 8504 a lot of fun, Old three & Hippo, who are so lovely and like two pets of mine. In addition, Xiao Ming, Yu MIng, Ou Dan, Shi ye, Web Jun... So many people to thank.

Well, though I left u all, I still miss u all. Giving me unforgettable fun when I'm in struggle with my future, you are my most valuable memory of high school life, making me smile naturally when I come up with your faces. And just let the fXXking exams went away & receded in my life. Let's celebrate the new life we've got.

We are aparted now. But we are all from one origin. Stick to that lovely place and lovely memory, think about our unified band when you feel lost. That's why we're here, at present, going forward for a new challenge, for seeking our new dream.

Just to you all, my friends.